ERMAHGERD

Apr 17

fruitcrocs:

when a teacher asks you if you understand the work and you don’t 

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*gets 0 on the test*

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I can’t begin to expain how I feel about myself.

I’m 22 years old.

I have a perfect boyfriend of almost 2 and a half years and his family loves me.

I have amazing friends who are here for me always.

I have great parents who are here for me no matter what.

It pains me to write this. I’m bawling as I write this because I know no one will understand.

I know deep down inside me there’s something that even I don’t understand.

I know that I had an eating disorder.

I don’t have anorexia.

I don’t have bulimia.

I have NDOS, which is an awful thing to have.

I either tell myself that I don’t need to eat or I tell myself that I HAVE TO EAT RIGHT THIS SECOND.

I don’t know if I feel good about my body or if I feel bad about it.

I’m 5 food 2.5 inches tall.

I’m not overweight.

Or am I?

I’m 135 pounds on a good day, 140 on a bad day.

I fluctuate 5 pounds. 5! That is so ridiculous! I haven’t been above or below 135-140 pounds since I was in 6th grade. Which is pathetic.

It’s pathetic because I know so many people who have suffered so much worse than me.

I know my friends, family, and boyfriend love me. I just wish I could love myself.

This isn’t fair.

I just want my boyfriend to have a perfect girlfriend.

I want my friend to have the most perfect friend.

I want my parents to have the most perfect only child.

But right now,

I feel awful about myself and I don’t know what to do.

I don’t feel good enough for any employer, or any friend, or any child, or any girlfriend.

I need help.

Bad.

But I’m too scared to tell or show this to anyone.

Apr 15

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thatfunnyblog:

Funny Stuff you like?

thatfunnyblog:

Funny Stuff you like?

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youaremynirvana:

hoelita:

female sloths literally scream when they want sex and can be heard up to 700 meters away

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andrewquo:

rock out with your cock out

jam out with your clam out

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